Tuesday, August 26th, 2003
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4:02 am
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hm..today i talked to turtle...i love him...i miss him a lot when i dont see him...we talked about a lot of stuff cuz he got mad my friend eric is staying at my house for a few days...but we made up...still no kisses...until he quits bud...today......i hung out with ashley, kevin, my bro, eric, crystal, joser, gabe and kcir...we went to azusa canyons..and danced,played instruments, drank, laid down and stuff...i just got back awhile ago..it was fun...but that was my day..anyways..im going to cut it short today..so peace
current mood:  thoughtful
current music: whistling of fan
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Monday, August 25th, 2003
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1:10 am
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howdy once more..I am kinda back with turtle..minus the kisses and stuff..yeah...but its nice right now :)..i guess we need breaks from each other..he is quitting bud..he got me a lousi vutton bag and a tiffany and co necklace it has a heart with a gold bow in the middle its cute...hm...we went to venice today and stuff...adn came back home and he cooked for me and i ate aand we talked..i like talking with him..it was a nice day..um...he got sad...cuz he said he got lonely cuz he doenst really consider his friends friends..and i dont know..it made me sad...but were cool now..so im happy abou tthat...:)
current mood:  happy
current music: nothing
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Sunday, August 24th, 2003
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4:15 am
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Hm..hello journal....i didn't really do much today..just stay home...wake up..and stuff..i talked to turtle..I miss him very much...i saw freddy vs jason today..it had too much of the scream teen flick in it...with the massive boob shots...but it was okay...some parts were scary...the tennessee chainsaw massacre looks really scary...i just saw boys dont cry and blow..its pretty good..hmm my bro said cats dont have homones...when their fixed..my cat humped my head last nite..and hes always humping my clothes...hmm..yeah...well i talked a lot....that movie blow made me cry...its soo sad...well....that was pretty much my day..boring i guess..but okay..yeah...Thats all i have to say...im not sure if i should go with turtle yet..or just have time to myself...well.peace out
current mood:  okay
current music: court tv...forensic files
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Saturday, August 23rd, 2003
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2:10 am
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Hm..hello journal...yesterday i went to azusa canyons and to some other canyon..drank..and danced ..i twas soo beautiful out there..the air was sooo fresh...and there were so many stars..ive never seen that many stars in my whole life..it was nice..kevin was there..and ash, ginge and eric...we all had fun..later we met up with gabe and rick...and we went to some other canyon..we sat there a long time..and looked at the moon talked about life and stuff..right now.......its...friday..well saturday morning..i just got back from PEEPSHOW>.i dont know..i dont really like fetish goth clubs..it was okay though....ash is sad..so am i and kevin..kevin wants guys as usual..ash...kaveh bailed on her...thats not nice...yeah shes sad..dont know what to do...as for me..im sad..i miss turtle..but i do want things to be different..I guess i have to be patient....i ate at the original tommys...fries..food is good...yeah..well i guess i shall talk to you again tommorow....something interesting..i went shopping....:)...um...there are 140 calories in a can of coke....thats the fact for the day..peace out
current mood:  lonely
current music: fan...people...disney channel
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Wednesday, August 20th, 2003
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9:46 pm
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well..lets see..i think im noctornal...i woke up at five...in the afternoon today...and went to walmart...looking for a record player..i figured...that if i was going to buy cds.i might as well by a record player..cuz i have a crate full of lps that i havent heard for a long time...Turtle is still not talking to me..that makes me sad and stuff....oh well...i dont think i have an attitude problem...i know i get cranky..but people shouldnt just drop you off home when they get sick of you...thats not cool..especially your bf...i started drawing a new picture..its a lady with dreads and bettie bangs and shes green and she has saggy boobs..she kind of scares me i was thinking of writing really what is feminity on her..but im still now sure..anyways....its about 9:45...and...dont know what to do...i think ash is coming over today.thats cool..well..i shall leave and write later..i gotta clean..peace
current mood:  cranky
current music: history channel background
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Tuesday, August 19th, 2003
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11:05 pm
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hm..i just got back from my neighbor krystles house..hm..she says she wishes never to be me..because i treat everyonee like shit...hm...sad..eh..well she writes really nice..i really like her poetry...its pretttty..
current mood: lonely
current music: QVC tv..
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9:13 pm
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hm.my day was going okay.i guess..i saw the cell...i ended up not getting to turtles in the morning cuz i knocked out after my shower...hm..i ate a piece of shrimp on accident today...hm...I got home at 8..cuz turtle my bf got all mad at me..cuz he said i had an attitude problem..what does he expect me not to debate on my thoughts...its like...all he does is smoke bud...He pisses me off sometimes..right now.im with my bro and edward..edward is cool..he massages my head..yeah..anyways...that was my day..i dont know where kevin is..we were suppose to go to the beach in awhile..well...um...i dont know what to type...Peace..Blood sport werid movie with brothers that arent alike different accents..eh ..
current mood: sad
current music: RAmbling on tv
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4:03 am
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wow..i havent been on here for two years..and i found my account today..today..i went with kevin shopping and he cooked dinner, we hung out and i finished my painting finally its very pretty..yesterday i had soo much fun we went 80s dancing...very fun...at beat it...today im waiting till five to get ready and go see my bf and suprise him..wow i have changed so much since the last time i wrote in here..its very weird....all the hate is gone and full of love...i sound like a damn hippy eh..but yay :)
current mood: happy
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Wednesday, June 13th, 2001
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9:48 pm
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hm..im so damn bored nothing to do...I think I'm getting depressed or something...I can't act normal...It's like wierd..I don't feel happy anymore...hm....this sux...I hate you...I hate you....I hate you....I hate you....I hate you....I hate you....I hate you....I hate you...I hate you...I hate you...I hate you....I hate you....I hate you....I hate you....I hate you...I hate you...I hate you...I hate you...I hate you...I hate you...I hate you..I hate you...I hate you...I hate you...I hate you...I hate you....pills going down my throat...razors going through my veins..bullets going through my head...hm..no one to talk to..I'm going insane...in the membrane...hm...and this ska music isn't helping...Moo.....AHHHHHHHH!!!!...I'm a stupid, jobless, lame, fake, asswipe loser...ack.........this is bullshit...
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Monday, June 11th, 2001
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11:36 pm
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hello journal..
um..today..was an uhh...boring day...went to school...it sucked there...soo boring...then i walked home..with yen..we talked a lot..and I came home..and helped put wallpaper up..yesterday..I saw that movie Swordfish..hm..it was pretty good...My brother's cat...oh..its sooo yucky looking..anyways..bye...
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Sunday, June 10th, 2001
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6:00 pm
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Hi Journal
haven't wrote in here for a couple of days...My life..has been going..I like broke down crying..on friday..from like stress and just all my problems...Um...I late got drunk that day...made a big ass of myself..moshing with this chick...Next day...Went shopping..got some cool clothes..this like rockabillish cherry dress...and peddle pushers.and some tank..and then I went to a bachelorette party..and got drunk again...hm...We saw a stripper there..he was a nasty man..he started humping my face...He scared me..I was like "NO" all the time..yep...today..I helped my dad with the duplex in the back...I got tired..and knocked out...mY friends rhi and ricardo..are seeing each other still..its pretty cute..yeah..they held hands..and hugged....cute...I guess I have my Betty Page...her life is pretty interesting...Meow...Moo...Hm...I get bored a lot..yeah...did ya know that? Hey does it mean I'm going crazy if i talk to this journal by myself? well my cat is here..Oliver is the coolest cat around..yeah...anyways..later..journal
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Friday, June 8th, 2001
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12:10 am
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Hello Journal,
I am soo pissed, my mom took my Green Day ticket away..because I came home late...It's stupid..I realllllllly love Green Day their like one of my fave bands..with the Stray Cats..and I'm soo pissed..I reallllly want to go see Green day....It's like someone stabbing you in the side..and letting you bleed..that's how I feel...hm...anyways...I went with my friend Susanna and Ignacia today..It was okay...I looked like a bright green flag with my jacket...but who cares...I need to do something..to take my mind off everything in my life..I'm soo stressed and I don't know who to talk to...I think I'm like going to break down soon..I dont know...I hope I don't...People are changing...everything is screwed up..Well..anyways...***
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Wednesday, June 6th, 2001
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11:54 pm
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Hm...I'm on ebay right now trying to search for creepers and Green Day shite...I'm sooooo damn excited about seeing green day..I want to hump Billie's Joe's leg...hey..Scooby doo is on..woohoo..Anyways I stayed home all day..it sucked I wanted to go to school..and talk....So i cleaned..and like called my friends that were home...later..I bought my money orders for some shite..and went to visit my friend Yen...Yen is soo damn cool..she's sick of Ginger too..its weird...I like Ginger a lot..she's a kick ass friend..but she's been acting not like her usual self..she's like turned conceited..I don't like that...and she follows me around...Well...Me and yen stopped by Ginger's and picked my clothes up..and walked to Mc Donalds..and talked a lot...We talked about a lot of stuff..It was a nice talk...hm...I got home late..and my mom..god my mom is like a non stop bitcher..she bitches and bitches...I soo hope I don't bitch like that when I get older...hm...My two best friends are dating each other..Rhinnon..And Domino Ricardo..isn't that cute..hehehe...yep..they remind me of two little kid geeks..Well..I'm looking for those black and white fifties shoes on ebay..I don't know what their called though
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11:14 am
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Moo, Meow, Arf, cockadoodle doo, bahh, oompa loompa, grrrr, eek, eep
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Tuesday, June 5th, 2001
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10:28 pm
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Hello journal,
I'm bored right now...so wut up hommie? I didn't do shite today. I like went to school on time...I'm really excited about graduating..and leaving that shithole...But like I do get sad about it too..Like today when we started practicing Pomp and circumstance in bad...I kind of felt teary...I went on a fieldtrip today to the cemetary...It was sad...like the graves there...some were covered and you couldn't read them..some were families that died together..others babies that died the same day...I tryed to clean some of them up...anyways...the rest of my day consisted of sleeping..yep...I been feeling really sleepy lately..don't know why...I want to work at the Parks and Recreation center...Hopefully I'll get the job..Isn't this a boring journal..hm...My friend started talking about this guy that humps cows...it was freaky shit...I freaked me out..anyways..I'm going to stop this now...too many IMs..byebye..
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12:02 am
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Yo Yo Yo, wut up jornal? um..hm. I sound retarded...Well..Today was an okay day..Yep, I got my prom pictures, god I look so damn gay...I have such a fake smile..it's gay dammit...School sucks..I'm tired of going to school..and I applied at Parks and Recreation for a summer job..hopefully I'll get it...I'm still really sick of my friend Ginger...I try to get away from her, but she's like a non-stop tail..My friend Rhiannon, god she like rocks..she's the banannachucks chick..shes so damn cool, she lent me her Billy Idol video today...All Billie's and Billy's are hott..did you know that? I made up a cool song want to hear it???? well here it is...I was a walking down the street, smoking some weed too, Then out of the blue I thought of you, Oh yes it's true, I thought of you..Oh those sweet sexy legs that make me quiver inside, your my favorite transvestite, Mr. Bubaloo, with that PInk bathing suit, OH dance some more with the boa well humping the door...yeah thats my song...it sounds cool with the guitar part..I like transvestites..don't know why...maybe its the Rocky Horror picture show...Well...um..I'm going to go use the phone now...later foolio
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Sunday, June 3rd, 2001
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10:03 pm
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Okay...hm...Right now I'm at the computer..I get soo bored at times..I feel sad inside..I don't know why..maybe it's a hangover...Maybe It's my social life...I don't know...Hm...since I learned how to use this today...Yesterday, I cleaned up and talked to my friend Crystal I call her my slut...She called and I was all suprised..yep...she's doing good...After that I went to this gig with my friend Ginger, who i get annoyed of at times..but she's a good friend, I met my other friends there..Vannesa my stepsister, Yen and Rita, and I met a lot of interesting people..the bands were pretty good...some of the people were fake...I got drunk off Vodka...and I smoked weed, hm...it was nice...everthing felt so slow..and then some mom kicked us out yeah...that wasn't cool..sometimes I wonder if I would of did things a different way how it would have turned out...but anyways..I dont know....Today, I went to this picnic and hung out with this little 12 year old..he was a pretty cool kid...we played monopoly...and then watched Tv later...well...I really like the Dance Hall Crashers, you know what..I think about a lot of stuff all the time...really weird stuff..
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9:37 pm
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9:37 pm
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current mood: bored of life
current music: Dance Hall Crashers
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